So, if I could spend hours on my phone, why couldn't I do the same with God?
I had unintentionally invited torment into my life that manifested physically and mentally. The devil was literally playing mind games with me in negative self-talk, insomnia, and making me believe that I would die.
Tired of going through the motions, Tired of being tired. There is a way out. "Where we're at is not the whole scope of our entire life."